on the origin of women — narrative
lasix is talking to santix, we can all hear them. lasix says "men? nothing but women's augmented will, a simple carry-on for women's mental and physical luggage". and a few men are the entire world, "a few men make up the whole world", he says. because they are not men so much as cosmic forces. there are a few set individuals who can think the world, who transcend being human by sheer will, not by necessity. but most men, and he is right in this, they only exist to experience women as if they are experiencing the world through them. men traded themselves all for women, and women traded anything they could ever be just to fulfill this wish. and women? for santix, women are primordial prostitutes, a metaphor for nature as something fundamentally blind. not just that, but lasix always says that civil life carries women over as an institution, the institution of the stupidity of man. mike ma says it too, they are a "tragedy of the commons". but not "a commons", rather "the commons". women love nothing more than to be nothing, they thrive. rape was never about ruining them, just about exposing the gap where they really dont exist as anything substantial to begin with.
and if they dont mutate, they are not human. well, they are not human, but they pretend that they are. yet lasix told us one day that they are not refined enough to be aliens. does he mean they are not ontologically original enough? surely, he cultivated them in the absence of material novelty. when he was done forming a certain other creature, he took the moulded remains and made woman. when in a crowd of happy women, lasix looks at us and he says, "you know the difference between santix and a woman?" santix doesnt care to entertain his parable, becuase he already knows the difference is that he is better in a superior way, in a fundamentally important way. this way is not ethical, it is obvious. "discrete particle setting" thats what lasix once said to us. what does it mean? that they do not interact. they settle without interacting, like sand, they enter into pockets, fill them up. "thats how they were made too" speculated orfix back then. "not quite, but close". lasix replied, nothing in them even needed to conflict, thats what we can assume from what he told us. "how could it be so?" asks another. well, now, to think about it again, its obvious. the type of derailment women represent, "it can only come from forces that don't care to constitute themselves properly."
orfix chimes in "this is where we've been circling the whole time. misogynistic serial rapists have attempted to seize this monoviolent imperative, but they make a mockery of themselves by dissecting the plastic female subject, attempting to find a reactive core within the soul of their body that is supposed to show the pornographic compulsion towards vibrant exposure to a transcendent driving device, which is also a hypothetical chip, a dna capsule. but women have no greater calling, because they are the condition of nature for itself, they are the conditioning of the non conditional, the generic motor of commonality powering itself forwards on the pretense that it has a special artifact. womens entire being is held up on a lie of social privilege, which is only the reflection of the illusionary world built by man. yet, women, what are they but embarassed about it? this embarassement after all is what makes them not human. the humans are something else, participators in the world. but no, not women" he says.
lasix doesnt care to even answer the original question anymore, he knows that santix knows, so he doesnt even finish the response to his question. there is something cosmically important about fichte, he says it himself. how could a woman dare to say something like this? she cant, because she only exists due to the community of women, who amplify her and make her valid. nothing could kill the few real entities on earth in the form of men, for nothing can divide their connection to the gnostic outer. but everything can kill women, women will even kill themselves. "nothing about them really wants to live, not really" says santix. the will, its obvious, it pertains to something other than volition. shortly after hearing lasix's speech, santix feels inspired to comment "they are a form of ants after all, something that will be simple to realize the more you think about it. you dont need to be convinced, you can sit in the room and hear them talk like ants towards eachother and assume it is not the case, or rather, force yourself to believe it is not". this is not the first time we've talked about this. lasix thinks that men speak like ants too, only after women poisoned them to do so. santix on the other hand, believes that men know that they are speaking like ants, but choose to continue because women have too strong of a hold on them. whichever the case may be, it is paramount to the idea that they have been captured as subordinators to the cause of a great social orgy, an orgy that exceeds physical sex and into auto-eroticism as havelock puts it. santix says, "women are already the vibrators of men, they hardly need any more mechanisms".
it is not about what women do as a process, but about what they represent, what they exceed, what they fundamentally are as creatures, in a cosmic way, where do they go, where do they come from, who sent them here? they are not tragic, but like scissors to the world, they cut it in half, the sadness has nowhere to go. women are everything brutal that man has done, war, famine, rape, woman has called the shots on all of it, she has made it happen through her sheer existence. lasix believes that women are not subjects of rape so much as forces that represent rape, because he made them in the image of rape. because women arrived before rape did, but not because rape came after, but because they carried it with them.
nothing could be raped if it wasn't woman first, because rape couldn't even be imagined. with "human character"came women, and with this idea of virginity came rape. rape arrived as the soul of a woman concentrated into matter, as something women "achieved". they are, after all, proud, as orfix puts it. what are they proud about? orfix says it quite well, they are proud to have achieved the state of the existence of rape, but, like beurocrats or managers, they want to choose when the transformation happens. like children, they love playing with toys of torture, but only when it fits their prorogative. they will zap you, electrify you, harness you, they will destroy you, but only according to their will. santix holds something of the opinion that in the natural world, their will is gods will. lasix holds no such opinion, but we are all sure that he knows as well.
a base physical stimulation, a social force. a social vibration. this force is amplified by women, they carry it along everywhere with them. its inscripted on her body, and man has chosen to follow her into hell. again, when we are asked by lasix what distinguishes us from a woman, we feel no need to answer. but we know that we could not possibly be a fetish. there is a building block the world makes of entities that actually exist, and women dont belong in this building block, they are not a material of the world but its driven essence. a woman can always be porned, thats what lasix tell us. a woman is a "human monkey". what makes her so? well, her state is a natural state of auto-embarassement.
there is no social codification ritual, or something that signifies her as such. "no," - says lasix - "they were made like this from the very start, any alien in the universe, they would porn women as well. everybody. there is not a single metaphysical logic that doesn't conceive of women as porn subject. the only reason it didnt happen historically sooner is because there was no way to reliably keep doing it, it was more like a time-out than anything". as we hear these words, we understand something important. there is nothing on earth that could save women from being a fundamental cosmic tragedy. and also, we understand finally that there is nothing that could make them truly human, as they are the traitors of the willful world. their will is a will of something primordial, they carry in them a negative gnostic essence, the most fireborn hell-spawned treatise, engrained in their core.
when we left the old lady's camp, santix said something else "they are not just lecherous, they are not just objects, but rather, an active sort of testament, a runic amendement to the worst possible things this world could ever spawn. it is not just women, but men also that are traitors of the world, as men are not the defaults of the world but only a sadder version of women. its not in women's necessary essence, but in their contingent essence. truly, the creature of man could have historically been the culture of woman, the tragedy of man was a choice that society picked against" santix seems to think that thats precisely what makes women so deadly, they try to avoid being distinguished as metaphysically seperate categories when the question of human arises, but would love to do it the moment its in their benefit to be seen as something that does in fact appear as essential.
this is something that comes close to the idea of the "porning-rape" impulse that women have of themselves. they must appear as cosmic subjects at all costs, yet must appear as human to blend in. they must be more rapable than man, but just enough so as to disguise as something other than man. but if man is put into question, they appear there as well. "women wish to be everywhere and to eat everything, to consume the whole world and spit it out" says orfix. lasix doesnt seem to think so, he knows something we dont, but also knows why we they say what they do. santix is never happy about the incomplete information, but as a woman walks past outside, we all scatter. there is nothing truly worse than the presence of a woman, it is the uncomfortable nature of our reality.
when being eaten by a shark, imagine that you do not ever become processed by its system. you enter into its lungs - you see whole cities. planes of gills, little antennas, sharp strings, a lot of organs, scattered. that is the city of woman, something worse than death. in this city, everything has an odd harmony. lasix told us once "the harmony of women is off, not a metric they can be judged by, not a tune they possess, yet the city is not made of chaos either. not even off-key, just off. its about the sound itself, not its function. categories themselves, in their identities can be evil. they dont need to represent this, if they belong or participate in it as forces, they can bypass the law of functions, straight into effects". this city is one where everyone chooses to fall asleep.
the next day, as we walk around the straight path, women of all shapes and sizes collide. but one distinguishing feature is that their presence is embarassed, humiliated, but in a happy way. santix always told us that women cannot be truly humiliated as civilians but only as gods. gods also are the only ones capable of being whores, men can try to imitate. only women have the power of whoredome, sent by a godly power. when women enact this whoreishness, they come close to their own light, and this light is opposed to everything that constitutes a more primordial good in the world. but they are socially indebted to humiliation, so they carry themselves in a frail yet justified manner at the same time. orfix remarks "they are there to make everything better, but only by their choice. to give joy to the atmosphere, but at their will. to bring you affect, but at the cost of eternal doom. the ultimate sardonic creature, one that doesnt even realize its own power." these women that appear, they bring with them the aura of imperceptibility. they appear powerfully, they walk in lines, too slow and too fast at the same time. when they go somewhere, they go to have sex.
when they walk slowly, they want to be raped. they dont necessarily breathe, nor do they eat, nor do they think, but they do hold hands and stare at the sky. "most importantly" orfix told us "they are way smarter than men. they have already seen everything. but not literally, only in their minds". what makes them deadly is that they are a zombie on the earth, not in the way where they are doomed, but the opposite, in a way that "they can waste the world without wasting themselves, yet, without production, no synthesis, no accumulation, the simplest kind of waste is the most deadly" as lasix says. they hold with them all the gnostic vision, but none of the gnostic execution. they have always been living in the "post-age" of the world, and waiting for man to catch up. when you see them, they love to be exactly where they always are. "even when they complain, you know it to be a lie", orfix advises.
whenever we are all present, and regardless of if we ask, lasix always says that women are born with bizarre pretentions and are built up in the image of the fetish of their parents. that women are still the babies of their parents, a simple image of their fathers fetish for something youthful. that always they remain child-like in their essence because they want to help their father feel even more joy. every man they go with is not an extension of their father, but a denial of it. the ontological essence of bratiness is that they deny the man they are with in the image of their father, but they only hold their father at an unconsciously high regard because he amplifies the infant within them, not because of who he is as a man. "they are a simple substitute" he told us. "they are already moulded into the image of a slut at birth, and take up this image freely because they are short-sighted and more than willing to be a little man's toy, but only one thats allowed to enjoy the limited luxuries that men prevent themselves to enjoy precisely so they can stand above women". the idea is simple, "men want to stand above women, women want them to as well, so that they can be babies." tells lasix.
it is clear now, and orfix knows this too, the ultimate goal of a woman is to be the ultimate baby, and to have everyone around her proud of her for it. lasix points to a woman and says "to imagine that the one thing they are proud of most, is their self-satisfaction in their sexual character as pertaining to the fact that they have a fetish towards being constantly screwed children in their own minds". by constantly screwed of course, lasix means that every action they commit is a metaphor for intercourse. a sucking motion, a sense of general cosmic stupidity, not about worldly affairs but about a situatedness. they are not unsitutated, but far too situtated, they inhabit the world and think nothing more of it. "all their gnosticism goes in the wrong place" as santix would say.
an easiness towards life, a fundamental carelessness towards war, famine, poverty and death. this is not something women possess, because they experience the truth of the world just the same as men. it is far worse than this, it is that, on top of this truth they understand very well, they are a "sluttified infant" according to lasix, essentially, an image of careless intrusion, something free and floating, something that gains joy out of its own existence the more stupid towards it that it behaves. the more a woman feels troubled about the perils of the world, the greater a slut she is. "only woman could scale her self-pleasure with her externalization of tragedy" santix says. every time santix says this, we all know and realize, there is nothing not a single feature of women that scales positively.
in this same enviornment, the clear path forward, down the endless line of the city, certain things become clear. when walking around, you can see a woman in her yoga pants. lasix, walking around me, puts his foot down. he told me to avoid the women. he told me, never stare at her butt, never allow yourself to even be pulled by her weight. as we walked past, he let me know that a woman is not an adult. "look at her", he said, "look at what i have done to her". women are the babies of men, they let men enjoy being kings, and enjoy even more to ruin them the moment that men come-into the image-of-women. a man enters womanhood every time a woman lets him feel self-embarassed in her vicinity. in this moment, she is his prey, because men can feel that their chase towards the outer parts of the world was never to avoid women but to avoid their own self image as weaker forms of women. what does a woman's behind represent? an acquirement of property? of a cultural commodity? of a self-objectification? "not necessarily" orfix advises "they are not aware of a certain aspect of their own fundamental cost model".
it is clear, santix suddenly says as we pass by a few of them. it feels almost like they know we are talking about them. but the thing about it is, knowing women, how could they not love it? if its subordination, they will sign up to it, as long as it doesnt carry pretention. they will only accept the sweetest loss, not the sugarcoated one. "women love being punished and subordinated to men as long as they have them on this metaphorical leash, because they have already abandoned god, and because women are the ultimate humans." santix says that their humanity is sincere, which makes them the most unbounded. not sexually unbounded, but unconstructed. unbound to a fixable law, not to a law as providence, but a law whatsoever. almost like a problem in the construction of the world, a fundamental one. they dont have a problem, but rather, are it. orfix on the other hand, doesn't believe their humanity is anything but a vessel. but lasix, lasix knows something we dont about them. whatever it is, he has seen the prototype, the meta-embryo of women, the valentinian final-yet-first form. lasix loves his creation, nothing more than that. so he would never admit, he would never even want to see it in just one way.
on the walkway, santix continues our elucidations. you can see his repression growing, bubbling. but for lasix, he has to pretend he is at the very least mildly impacted. naturally, not at all, for it is his will that has become law. orfix is walking far ahead of us, without the slightest of care. santix always wanted to be like orfix, but instead he is this. he turns to us and says "women feel amazing to be put in the role of a seducer, primarily because they are far less woman than they are human, and are stuck in a place where they can neither be women well due to how unaligned with basic sense they are at everything including this act, nor be well at all, due to being human, an overwhelming amount of expected "selfness" at that, which is in and of itself a different condition than simply being a man, which is a much more empty yet brittle and fair state, one that displays everything cosmically miserable about the human without the need to be a living fetish on top of that, the things that make us self aware that we are in fact not divine" lasix doesn't care about the conversation, neither does azar. we turn again, a couple passes. nothing good about any moment involving a woman, nothing ever. you can bet they are thinking of something that never confronts their own nature. every time.
lasix does advise us on his opinion. he turns to santix: "young women are a form of child pornography about themselves, customized into an order that automatically sexualizes them. at some point, the patriarchy was no longer responsible for this, but women themselves, who love to be subdued by man. this is because women subdue everything else around them, women are so self-effacing that they cannot even become subdued innocently, the only subduction they will accept will be one where the human race already conquers everything else, so that they can freely rest on top of their own subduction as if they somehow deserve it. women are so self-effacing that even their subduction feels miserable rather than earned."
santix is visibily frustrated about this, not just because his idea of purity is accelerated and stratified into a vulgar metaphor for power, but because on top of all this, there is no way to reconcile the fact that lasix has made women into a testament. from the ground up he built them to behave this way, to be a pedophilic self-image without themselves ever feeling they could possibly ever be pedophiles. santix thinks women ruin the power to build the world, that machinic power can never grow as long as this image of women exists. women dont need to beat forms of intelligence, they use their form of life to cancel them out. like in agamben, their form of life is a living contradiction. but worse, their form of life, since it is the death of history, must necessarily be the death of ideology also.
santix responds "no. with women, you cant even experience the clean fetish of a natural subduction, they are so naturally ashamed even by their own existence that they will stop you from being able to abstract them into a sexual fetish before they can do it to themselves. the one thing women will never allow is the clean split between their erotic self and their innocent self from being finalized, because this will divide their order so brutally that they will lose control over their subduction. never in history has there been a woman who wanted to be subdued, precisely because woman knows that there is nothing behind the cover, no grand mystery." orfix, upon hearing this, stops in his tracks and sends us a fast, travelling auditory message "women have no split, that is the point. its not a choice for them, you cant choose your own identity over itself without becoming the same meta-identity over again"
orfix, now walking at the same pace as us, says "women in their ever confused state essentially enter sexually explicit fairytales where they are both erotic and perceived as cosmically unfair yet also self-unfair because the global order of women itself has been symbolically conquered by a large and widespread cuisine that has dined on womens souls and replaced their necessity into the image of the female sexual body. the world builds itself in a way, maintains itself to honor the self-effacing and self-swallowing of the dignity of a woman".
santix and lasix seem to finally agree, because the sardonic image of women is vilified. "it is true" lasix responds "women have never done anything but subsume themselves. santix can confirm his own creation in due time, whether this state is intentional or not, the world, agianst the cosmos, has always made it so that tto align a split identity with the essence of an essentially split yet unified total identity-complex is to build the image of a woman. worlds are created and destroyed, essentially, are made for women to be broken down, to break themselves down". in a sense, virginity is the construct here, the construct of something that aids in women's self-completed image to be destroyed, or rather, that aids in a pre-natal death drive.
what we have learned is that women are wholly raised without dignity, everything around them denies this dignity and returns them into the order of man. the most luxurious and expensive embryonic states cultivated by lasix have this one sole operation: to make women feel okay about being eternal sluts, and to allow them to feel okay about returning to being human "at the end of the night", to keep up the impression that they are simultaneously somehow both more than human when its in their favor, and less than human when they dont feel like being one anymore. santix thinks outloud "not sluts, women are not sluts, but humans, they are supposed to represent what humans are, but are aware they cannot, that is the essential ploy". "they were" as lasix sometimes says "made in the image of something that feels wrong about itself but can never discover why". the tragedy presents itself as such, men seek to show women how, but can only ruin them even more as a result, due to the inability for them to reach the divine body of the woman. "its always sponsored, always there, an animation, a set of exposures, a promise that there is something in the woman that man wants to unlock" orfix continues "yet, how were they built?".
azar finally chimes in "all abstractions, which are combinations of concepts and narratives poisoning the well of common terms, will fire themselves infinitely forward, mostly decinigrating along the way hoping they reach a state somewhere where they can be indirectly picked up by the process of capital, which is the defacto driving force of the asubjective-subjectificatory process, but not because of its speed or efficiency but because of its raw subjective inputability (plasticity and virtualizationability) whilst simultaneously attempting to avoid inspiring social movements, which are the most efficient and fast conceptual mobiliziers, but suffer from self-imposed stagnation due to a variety of built-in inhibitory impulses, whilst also sabotaging the drive of capital, which, due to the way its deterritorializing function is built is too unstable to create qualities of arrangements and auto-opts for their quantities."
no women around us currently, an empty air. you can feel that everyone is far more relaxed and has dropped their guard. we are all speaking freely now, less densely, less aware of the occurances around us. even santix doesn't feel troubled at this moment.
santix responds "the world of women is mundane and eccentric, a great symbolic self-deletion must be performed, no, will be performed by women when the time comes. women will never quit and resign to being just men, but they will want to eventually see themselves out. if what azar says is true, there will be no problem here, not really. women dont need to exist for the universe to understand that they are something that will never leave us, a tragedy to never truly be lived out or forgotten, something forever implanted, a thorn stuck in the world". he continues "and for men? a self-nomoclasm, a vaporized deletion, not brought on all by once by everything everywhere as women will do, but progressively and over time. men are dead beings undeserving of live rupture. in the place of men and women will arrive a new series of sets and norms, which will be built on the destruction of the old."
lasix responds in a slight frenzy, he finds it particularly funny that santix is even speaking in this moment. "women? women. women are surfaces, imprinted, commonalities, attributed economic models, sets of imperatives, they paint the landscape with all the essential contradictions of the constructed human subject, and its live infantilization. women dont possess anything, theyre moving artifacts of affect. everything about women is becomes the image of the crucificition not of god but of man, of every unfortunate moment ever lived in"